BloodxJunkie

I'm ready for my adventure world, bring it on. I need my movie moment. My turn in the sunshine. My time to live in drums filled with dried roses. To see things no one will believe but, everyone will want to. Time to say screw who I want to be and be who I am. For nothing to make sense but fit so amazingly that I will scream myself out of my skin. To make every moment mine and feel no reason to make the others jealous. But just to live it as its meant to be, messy and chaotic. Loud and fast. unbelievably believable. So where's my movie moment. Because I'm here. I'm ready and its going to happen even if you're not going to make it.

Had a horrible night terror last night, one of my worst. Trying my hardest to make it into something worth my while. I'm not that great at drawing but i feel like aside from a story that's the best way to make it something. any tips on making a dream(terror) like state well drawing/painting? how do ya'll feel about mixing those too? and do you have any tips on avoiding any direct physical resemblance (as dreams seem to fade into strangely evolved blurrs) but still making them appear to be as human as possible? I feel like I have more questions but can't think of any at the moment so any other tips that fall within this that you think of feel

I'm back! or atleast I'm trying to be...How is everyone?      does anyone have a clue on how to delete some of these damn sad kid notes i wrote?